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| love that little man! |
I guess I just need to let out some feelings, or I might be up all night thinking. Lincoln had his cardiologist appointment today. He is doing so good, I often forget he has problems. His heart looked as good as it could look, and even better. He has so much zest and energy, yes he breaths harder than most kids and gets a touch blue but that doesn't stop him at all. He is three and a half, time has flown by! When three came and the doctor said no need to rush the next stage of the surgery (you see most kids get the surgery around three or before) because Lincoln is small for his size, and he is doing so well. I was so happy we had a little longer till we had to think about putting him though that again, it's been such a nice break, and you begin to believe it will never come around. But today the talk became more serious, he's nearing that 30 pound mark. The Doctor is thinking spring, and suddenly spring seems to close. I start thinking in my head surly we could make it till he's five. I just have a hard time believing anything could hold my little Lincoln back, he special, he could make it till five. I know that's probably unrealistic, but he turns four in March and that comes way too soon! I know it will be fine, I have always been strong and felt the strength and blessing from the Lord, but he's going to know this time. He's not a baby anymore! He's going to remember the pain, he going to be able to look at me with his big huge eye's and tell me how he feels, and ask, why he hurts and, why did he have to do this. I know it's necessary, but I guess I just needed a good cry and to get my feelings out so I can be strong again, and go through what need to happen. I am so blessed, and I am thankful for my little man, he is strong. OK, time to buck up, that's a hole six months away, no need to start worrying about it now. Maybe I should through some fun pics in to cheer up this drap little post.
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| Dagan and Rayney dressed up for school event |
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| Skotlynd turns 2 |
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| My kids just the way they are! |
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| She's is such a doll, so beautiful! |
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| too much cutness! |
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| So, I can't help it, I make beautiful girls! |
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| Dagan, your crazy! |
5 comments:
you are a great mommy addy! your children are lucky to have you...and they are absolutely adorable!
You do have cute kids! My heart aches for little Lincoln having to go through another surgery. But, thank goodness for modern technology!!! I cannot imagine how hard this must be for you.
Hey Addy. Just wanted to tell you that you're an amazing mom. It was so hard to send my brand new baby into surgery. I can't imagine having to leave him there for so long and then having to do it over and over again. Hope all goes well with Lincoln. Love ya!
I'm crying with you! That breaks my heart to think of. I'm glad that he knows he's loved by so many people.
I just read your post. I hope that all is well and that Lincoln is going to be okay. Your children are all very beautiful and you are such a sweet heart. Take care and I will be praying for you and your little ones. Sharmy
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